• Today I am going to go tell someone that I love them too much to date them. 
  • I am also considering taking a baking class because I just love baking and I want to start doing classes. I also want to take a ‘how to buy a property’ class because I want to start investing. 

I date people I know I don’t have a future with because I am scared of commitment at this age. Every time I get close I get scared. 
I am supposed to be going on a date with my oldest friends brother and he called me and I missed his call and I called him back hoping he wouldn’t answer and he didn’t. Now my phone is turned off under a pile of clothes in case he calls me back. Isn’t that somewhat pathetic? I feel so stupid. I feel that I will be single forever or continue to date a-holes.